I felt the need to get away from Facebook for a little bit. The site was being a distractor, interfering with things I have going on currently. In all actuality, it was pretty me in a bad mood, almost depressing, to see all my friends back at home, enjoying their time together, while I’m up here in buffalo for the rest of the summer. I have more important things to do, than to log-on, look at what other people are doing, and becoming sad that I cannot participate. Not to put myself above others or make my current status more than what it is, but I do not want to get sidetracked from what I know I got going on, which is a really good thing. I do not know if this will result in me becoming an introvert, but I’m sure my true friends will contact me through others sources, and if not, then they weren’t a true friend from the start. 

But, on a happier note, I start my job at Yahoo! tomorrow. UGHHH..I am so excited; anxious; nervous. Yada Yada…I just really want to make a good impression and should be interesting meeting some of my new coworkers!

One shouldn’t base their life off of how many friends they have, but it’s always reassuring to know you have a few people who truly have your back, and sincerely care about you and what’s going on in your life thus far. The only people who I truly feel, feel this way about me is my family and boyfriend. All the other people who I thought were my “friends” don’t seem to care an ounce about me as I would them. I may not hit you up for awhile, but those who are important to me I will think about occasionally throughout the week. As life goes on, people become busy and consumed with what’s going on in their life currently, but If I get a hit up from you saying how’s everything, even if it’s once a month, I know that you sincerely care about me and my well-being. Now that I am going to be busy with my job, much of my time will be consumed with school work and excelling at my job to the best of my abilities, and I know I won’t have much time to contact people. I just have to adjust to the situation, and worry about myself and those who are concerned will shine through, while the others will just have to be left behind…